This is perhaps the most powerful episode of our podcast. We were privileged to talk with Ryan Huber who, after a long string of drug and alcohol use as well as homelessness, tried to take his own life with his mother's 9mm handgun in September of 2017. Thankfully and miraculously, he survived. In the aftermath, he has a new lease on life with a new perspective on life as a gift. He has found healthy sources of lasting joy and peace and has found alignment with nature. This story covers a vast spectrum of darkness and light.